Archive for July, 2010

Fake magazine

Jul.27.2010

in china

here
I can see the beautiful bright moon from my window tonight again.

Jul.26.2010

dear andrew

i didn’t go to the beach by myself last thursday. my friend called me right before i hit the road so we drove to a different beach from our beach. I did 2 laps in the ocean for the first time. it was scary to swim with no view in the sandy water but nice to try something you have never done before.
maybe tomorrow i will try to ride alone with my favorite book, a camera, pen and notebook and maybe a phone. maybe not. i need a watch then. or i can guess the time from the sun. right?
and thank you for sending me your beard. i will give you a new address when i move.

peter and emile

Jul.24.2010

i was a tom boy. and i guess still i am.

when i was 6, my teen neighbor tried to teach me how to skateboard. i was so stoked. but my grandmother said to him,
“she is a girl. please don’t show her how to do it. because she is a girl”
i was disappointed. what does that mean, “she is a girl?”
i am a girl, well, maybe a women, and it’s still a weird notion but i’m finally getting used to it.

when i was 22, my boy friend that time tried to commute everhwhere with a skateboard in tokyo. i bought one for myself and i practiced it for a little while. but my board was probably the second cheapest one at the store and made a loud noise. kids at the park screamed at me, “it’s sooo loud—” but it was fun.

anyway here are peter cosmo boldwin and his cousin emile. peter is going to be 4 next month. we came back from the beach and peter showed me how to skateboard.


peter is so cool

Jul.21.2010

闇の中で照らされる黒

頭の中から
何も絞り出せず、

ふと自由になった思い出が、50cm頭上の宙で互いに絡み合って、
いつの間に、音も立てずに、
後ろの音楽に混ざって、また記憶の中に混ざり落ちてく。

闇宇宙。青い空。
頭の中はそれでもグレイ。それは彼の頭の中も一緒。
曇っているって言ってたから。
それは彼の好きな色でもある。
mind waveの渦の中。

Jul.21.2010

air conditioned halo, macbook and tennis rackets

Jul.20.2010

that way

Jul.18.2010

Jul.18.2010